Well if this picture isn't obvious enough, yes this test is mine and yes I am pregnant!
Woohoo!!!
I have been feeling for a while now that it was time to start a family. Chris was a little slower to come to this conclusion. Saying that it probably wasn't a good time right now, and blah, blah, blah. I remember talking to my good friend E from Key West about it for quite a while and she told me that if you feel like it is right then you should try and God will provide a way. It always works itself out somehow. Then later on I was watching an episode on TV, I can't remember if it was private practice or Greys Anatomy (I love both those shows) anyway one of the characters (I don't remember who) really wanted a baby, but didn't know if it was the right time. Her doctor counseled her that if she wanted a baby she should have a baby. That there is never a perfect time to have a baby, there are always going to be things going on, and life is always busy, and before you know it, it could be to late. This episode really hit home to me, I was bawling. I told Chris that night that I was going to quit taking my birth control and we would just see what happens.
Ok, I am warning those who wish to read on that I go into a fairly detailed explanation of my cycle from this point on, so some of you males out there might want to quit reading here.
That was last June, after several months I started to wonder if something might be wrong. I started charting my cycle in December, I read some books, and did some research on fertility tips. We didn't feel like we needed to go to a doctor or anything yet, but wanted to take some more action on our own. I remember getting so frustrated because two of my close friends in Key West both started planning for a baby way after me and were both pregnant in a flash. Those fertile rabbits. I wish they could share some with me!
When we got the job in Grand Cayman and decided to accept, we thought it would be best if we put off the baby trying, and get back on birth control for a few months till things got settled in Grand Cayman, and we were active on our new insurance plan.
Well wouldn't you know, about two weeks later I was late. I told Chris I was late and he replied in his nonchalant way you always think your late, and then a few days later it comes. I must give the guy some credit, and I admit this is true. I had been charting for several months and my cycle is very inconsistent so I never really knew when I was supposed to start. Of course I had stopped charting at this point and hadn't written down the days of my last cycle. But I had put tentative dates of when I was suppose to start. So I waited and I waited, days went by and they felt like weeks. I was hesitant to take a test because I had always taken them to soon in the past, and something about that 10 minutes waiting and hoping what if? All for the disappointment of NOT PREGNANT to show up. NO WAY I had two pregnancy tests left and I told myself that I wasn't going to buy anymore. The next one was going to be for real. So I waited a few more days. Chris and I had agreed that if I hadn't started by June 1st I should take a test. Well I didn't make it that long. I just had to know. I told myself that I didn't care if I was or wasn't pregnant, I needed to take the test, so I could know either way.
We came home from work one day, Chris goes straight to the living room to turn on the TV as usual and I snuck into the bathroom. I pull out a test and pee. Then I wait. 10 minutes later. PREGNANT!!!
I couldn't believe it. I was in shock. I go out to the living room and hand Chris the test. "Hunny, what does this say?" Chris looks at the test with confusion. "Where did you get that?" He asks. "Umm... where do you think I got it?" I reply. "Is this one of those jokes, like you bought a fake pregnancy test, that always, or already reads pregnant?" He asks still confused. "No my dearest this here is the real deal, I bought a normal pregnancy test from the store, from this box (I show him the box) I followed the instructions, and this was the result." Hunny, we are going to have a baby!!" Chris still watching the TV, replies, "ya, I guess so." It took him a while to get used to the idea. I didn't really seem real to me either. So a week later I took another test, just to make sure it wasn't some sort of fluke. Result, Nope, still pregnant.
It finally began to feel real when we told our friends, E and her husband L. They were so excited for us!! I felt great at the time and had no signs of morning sickness yet.
(I wish I could still say that now.)
We waited to tell our families till we arrived in Idaho and Utah, so we could tell them all in person. I will write about that soon.
Ahh... It feels good to share the news, with all you fellow blogger friends out there. I am afraid that from now on this blog might be overcome with posts of the pregnancy, how I am feeling, baby bump pics, and so on's of being pregnant, along with the weekly documents of what we do for fun around here.
According to the doctor I am about 15 weeks, and the estimated due date is January 26, 2012.